Emo._.

从来没想过，我尽然会承认此事。我以为你会因为知道我喜欢你了而选择逃避我，但你却没有。你还是在微信里发给我可爱的简讯。我的确很高兴，不过…… 我还无法相信这一切。我害怕受伤……失望……哭泣……因为我曾经受过的伤让我变得很脆弱……没有任何人能够理解我的心。

还记得上个星期一，那时候的我心情低落因为很多事情在困扰着我，压着我…… 我完全听不进人说的话，只听见自己在心里大大声的呐喊与哭泣。突然觉得眼睛开始湿透。小精灵好像发觉到了，就在回班前叫我不要想太多。我只向她勉强微笑说okay。之后，我尽然在厕所一个人哭个不停。我发现我已经很久没有这样哭了。不过说真的，哭了后就爽多了。我不打。

现在……我脑海只有浮现你那难忘的面孔。你为什么要占领我的脑？你知道吗, 我现在好想洗脑啊……是，我的确喜欢上你了，但我不要求你喜欢回我。我只希望能够继续这样地守护着你。当你孤单或伤心的时候，就戴上我制给你的手环想我; 开心的时候，把手环收好在一个固定的位置，好好爱护它，别让它‘受伤’。

I LOVE YOU

29/10/14, Wednesday
So... I gave him the loom bracelet I made him and the cloth with his name stitched on.
He thanked me on Wechat and the conversation went like this:

Him: Thank you for the wonderful gift
Me  : Sure
Him: I will always wear it xD
Me  : Crazy mehh
Him: Oh why? It will always remind me of you xD
Me  : No need to remember meee
       : Hahaha
Him: Lol XD
       : I'm busy I gotta go study xP  bye
Me  : Good luck =D

Then the conversation went dead. BUT.  On 1st November 2014, He asked me something that made me so nervous...

Him: So who's the lucky bastard That I kept reading about in your blog? XD
Me : I dunno
Him: Haha dun play dumb xD
Me : :P :P
Him: Lol
       : Okay then I wont ask
       : Gtg busy anyway
Me  : K

I purposedly ended the conversation simply because I don't want to show that I'm so Nervous and excited at the same time. Then after about 15 minutes, I wrote something crazy.

Me: Look into the mirror ^_^

He replied the next morning.

Him: I knew it xD
Me  : How?

Then he never replied until now ~haha
I can't believe I admitted my feelings towards him. It was scary at first but now it makes me smile all the time...Hehe